I am scaring myself now. I think i am going to go back to the person i used to be. I am starting to want to do crazy drugs again and do thoughless things. I am losing interest in this happy life i was living for that short period of time i lived it. I can't help but to think that i am always going to be unhappy and i know drugs wont' make it better but they sures the hell make me unable to feel the pain while i am on them. A person can only lose so much before they start to not care what ever else they lose. I need to stop this dead in its tracks but i don't think i can.
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i would rather not go back.
i would rather not go back.
it's sad but it took me almost 20 years to find out who i was. only reason was alcohol made me become hiddin in myself and now being clean has brought the reall me to the surface
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Triple6_wild
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i would rather not go back.
you seem depressed..
dont worry about it to much tho cuz the world is fscked up no matter how you look at it
for the drugs it would probly be best just to pick up tho phone when your feeling like sh!t n just chat with someone ...
sounds dum but might help you forget what you feeling down about ..
even if it is only for a little while
just dont call your local drug dealer
Archived topic from Iceteks, old topic ID:3922, old post ID:32116
dont worry about it to much tho cuz the world is fscked up no matter how you look at it
for the drugs it would probly be best just to pick up tho phone when your feeling like sh!t n just chat with someone ...
sounds dum but might help you forget what you feeling down about ..
even if it is only for a little while
just dont call your local drug dealer
Archived topic from Iceteks, old topic ID:3922, old post ID:32116
Wait what?
i would rather not go back.
Seriously man...if you are feeling so crappy why didnt you tell me at work....you know im always here for you to talk to...and if you need to talk to someone you know my cellphone number...dont be scared to call i dont bite
Archived topic from Iceteks, old topic ID:3922, old post ID:32117
Archived topic from Iceteks, old topic ID:3922, old post ID:32117
Drink it up!